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11/15/22

The truth about jacob

He really is the worst i just dont know how anyone talks to this guy for more then 5 minutes at a time like he said he would put me in a blender and then drink as pre workout... i know im 125000 callories but damn that semms a little far just like eat me normally weirdo...

9/15/22

Jeff gone

I really dont know if this was a good move but being with him was having a major effect on my mental health. i just wasnt happy when i was around him, i wish i could have maybe seen a good side but it was just always so negative around him. couldnt handle it. so now what... I dont really know what the next move for the opps is might starting to to a therapist or the other one whichever can get me crazy schizo femboy drugs. ya know or like start hrt eventully if i ever actully get a fucking job and stop being such a damn lameo... im only 19 and i already feel so lost in life, big stinky. This is just me ranting about random shit now but i guess thats like the point to having a blog even if i get like 2 viewers a week :P good place to vent. Hard to explain to people when i say have a website but its just fucking this mess held together by shit code and a even shittier understanding of it. idk what the fuck im doing. well hoefully i start to update da stink site mor

5/4/22

Jeff back

uh oh AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!11!!1!1

4/28/22

Shorts r so fuckin cute

I need to buys some NOW!

4/21/22

gender dysphoria x100

This is def becoming a problem, allyopps wants gurl voice

4/4/22

gender dysphoria x10

this might become a problem lol, should prob talk to a therapist

3/31/22

Im so fucking hot

now i have a major issue, i got too many men in my dms

3/29/22

Tinder Pt.2

Uh already in love, this is why i hate tinder im too damn sexy

3/22/22

single

but also kinda confused currently ya know what i mean. one my ex's is back in action so idk even know wtf is going on there

3/7/22

Im dying

1/1/22

I forgor

Jesus kinda forgot about my lil secret page. nothin real crazy has been goin on that i think deserves this page might start doin job stuff on here and just shitting in general

10/20/21

whats the deal with employers

why dont they just say "we dont wanna hire you" ive been ghosted more applying for jobs then on tinder

10/19/21

ive never been more tired

how on earth can i be so tired

10/17/21

FUCK THE WEEKEND

my ass hurts so much (not from fucking just from shitting)

10/15/21

back home

now the job saga can begin

10/10/21

boyfriend acquired

love quest is over for now.

10/4/21

date was good

oh yea woooo yea

10/1/21

jeff

9/30/21

Tinder going good

so many big men in my dms like actual giants this guy is 6'2" like howww

9/27/21

Tinder made

Big men are crawling to me

9/24/21

Smoked

too much weed sorry

9/23/21

Measure

Flip Flip Flip

9/22/21

Motivation

what the fuck is the deal with my lack of it when it comes to school

9/21/21

(this prob sounds like the ramblings of a madman feel free to skip reading this)

Ok ok ok, hear me out the fact that every like match up(con vs lib, NDP vs bloc and green vs people) is the opposite of what it would have been if we had a popular vote is a problem. don't get me wrong I understand the current system but this has to make sense to somebody else that the fact that the NDP got DOUBLE the votes of the Bloc but has 8 fewer seats is a problem. or that the people's party got 5% of the vote share but 0 seats while the green party only got 2.3% and managed 2 seats. other than that let's talk about the results lib minority gov, nothing is going to get done with a minority government because all of the conservative accidents are just gonna vote against the lib gov and I understand that's how the system works but at this point why does it even matter the lib gov might pass one or two bills that screw Alberta but that's about all that's gonna happen in the next 4 years. I don't know how to think about this but it feels like nothing is going to change for a while :/

9/20/21

20th

the 20th day in september thats like 10 more to the end WHAT

9/19/21

September is almost done

What the fuck

9/16/21

i should prob talk to a therapist or smthing

you're right allyopps

9/15/21

uh oh

hrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm grumble

9/13/21

wore a skirt out and about got like 90 billion dirty looks and 2 compliments

i have no idea how to feel about this warghhhhh

9/11/21

Whats the point of this website?

at first i made this just to oppose or copy camidude idk. now its kinda evolved into a place where i can express my shit, but it also feels like im just talking to the void sometimes. idek why i decided to make this werid back page i know nobody will ever read this i guess i can show this to my kids one day or something. hrm:/

also this dude msged me told me his new fav word was faggot (he knows very well im gay) then asked me why i dont party more, then told me he dosent care like wtf why??

9/11/21

cried for like 6 hours, classic allyopps

:(

9/9/21

Gettin swole rn make website later

9/5/21

Feelin more gay then ever like dam i really wanna kiss men

9/4/21

cannot even today, felling the worst

9/3/21

workin on makin a tinder/hinge or whatever hard to find any decent pics :/

9/2/21

Why on earth would i tell him that i still like him like bruh

9/1/21

they make weed drinks?

8/31/21

Pet bugs ♡ best dog evar

8/30/21

got settled in

8/29/21

Almost crashed my car into a tree was kinda rad

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